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Hello crazy cats! It's been awhile, but I'm back! (like a bad penny). I have great news, for all of those who have not been kept up to date with everything going on in my life. Caribbean Sun Productions is really off and running. We have several projects in the works and more clients keep coming! I feel great about all the positive things happening in my life. everything from my personal to my professional life is full of happiness. It's been a long road, but I finally feel great!

I want to thank everyone who has supported me throughout these years. You have been my wings to take flight! There is a certain person that know that she means the world to me! You have truly become my good luck charm! Since you came into my life, I laugh again. The world is full of color once more! Thanks for being a goober!

Ok enough with the sappiness! If you haven't noticed (maybe you were under a rock), I have the CSP facebook page up. Click on the link and join the group. CSP is looking for people who want to try their hands at film. For right now, it is all done for the love of the art. However, soon that will change.

If you were to tell me that I was going to be at this moment five years ago, I would've said you were crazy. Done and out emotionally, I was at rock bottom. Like a wounded dog, left to die, I found myself. It was quite possibly the worst moment of my life. It was even worse than the time I lost my sister, who I love so very much. It seemed like I had no future.

It wasn't until someone special in my life gave me a swift kick in the pants that I started realizing my full potential ( thanks Dad and Julio). So what I was dealt a nasty hand in life. So what I suffered for my sins of my past. So what I had my life handed to me in a diaper by the person I trusted with my soul. So what Joey got a spin-off and it sucked! Oops...sorry.

That is the moment you find out who truly loves and cares for you. That is when you find out who is willing to walk with you when others leave. The thing is, it doesn't make you bitter. It makes you love even more. It makes you see that the world is not full of hate and misery. There is still love out there! It's all around us and in us.

A really good friend of mine calls me the Zen Master. I think she's nuts! lol... sorry Luz... She once said to me that I have an old soul with a child-like innocence. I don't know about all that. However, I try. It is hard at times, but I seem to have a good grasp of it all.

I was once asked if I were to come face to face with the worst of my enemies, what would I do? My response would be the only worst enemy I ever had was me. I'm over that now. I have found inner peace. I greet all the same, even those who have wronged me. I'm not perfect, far from it! I still get some mad rage when I hit my toe in the middle of the night. I'm just happy.

There are some few people left to reconcile with. However, I cannot make the first move. It isn't because of ego, I just don't know where they are. Maybe it's for the best. Maybe it's not time yet. Maybe, just maybe, a miracle will happen. Hey, who knows. We were great friends. This person knows that even though they chose to go, I still value our friendship. Maybe I'll go and pay this person a visit this week. ( and there you go thinking it was the ex-wife...lol. Sorry, I tried that one. I understand f*** you in ANY language! but hey, who knows..never say never.)

Anywho, I'm calling this one deep fried! Take care everyone. If you want to keep in the know, follow me on facebook and (occasionally) here. Keep safe and dream big!