Hey crazy cats! I'm trying to get back to blogging like I used to. All I ask is for everyone to b a little patient with me. My life has gotten really busy, but I will try to make an effort to post my thoughts as soon as they pass through my demented mind.
I would like to start out by saying that I'm actually trying to go out a little more than what I'm used to. I've been cooped up at home because of school. Plus, the summer is coming and I really need to go out more. I've been a really big outdoors person, until recently, and I wanted to keep it that way.
Anywho, as most of you know, I've been trying o be a good little boy, but failing miserably. I found out that the more I try to stay on the straight and narrow, the more I get pulled over to the "dark side". It's funny, trust me. I really do believe that God himself enjoys the stuff that happens in my life. Its not all bad, but it is funny.
For those of you keeping tabs, I am STILL single. You might say that this is an on running joke in my life. I don't mind it much. However, I would like someone to share my thoughts with. Then again, if I do share my thoughts, who is willing to stick around after. Like I've said before, I'm simplistically complicated. To know me is to give up linear thought. I can hold my own in a conversation bout the whole changing geopolitical structure of the whole world. Yet, forget something important that I have to do. I love having debatable conversations.
There are a couple of possible interests on the horizon. I really enjoy meeting new people. I am rooting for one in particular, but only time will tell. I'll try my best. I'm not an easy person to deal with, but I am super easy-going.
Since being tossed into the dating scene ( like a puppy in a sack being tossed over a bridge and into a river), I've discovered how much it has changed. Now I see why many people opt for a career in Buddhist Monk! It's really hard out there. You no longer deal with the trying to impress them with your G.I. Joe collection. It's no longer about knowing all the lyrics to a Stevie B song. Who cares if you ran a thirty-yard touchdown for coach in the fourth quarter. Some women are content if you have all your teeth and aren't on the sex offenders list.
It isn't getting any easier for all of us. I have it pretty bad. You see, I have no children, no alimony, or family. So women thnk I'm either just released from prison for killing off my entire family or gay(not that it's a bad thing *Seinfeld*). I live in a very clean house, I love taking pictures, and drive a Rav4. Just those three things alone throw up red flags on the gaydar. Alas, sorry guys (lol), I'm straight.
I'm not in a rush to get married again. Truth be told, I NEVER want to get married again. That's like shooting yourself in the head a second time after you couldn't quite kill yourself the first time. It will take a miracle woman to even make me think like that ever again.
Like I said, I met someone last week and she seems like a very cool person. I give everyone the benefit of the doubt. I don't judge on appearance or other silly things. I think she is very pretty and very smart. However, she will remain a secret until always. No one needs to pry that much into my Kool-Aid. Hopefully, the enthusiasm will be reciprocated.
Well folks, I'm gonna call this one done. It's early in the morning, as I type this blog entry. As a matter of fact. it's three a.m. All I ask is wish me luck and fun. I love life. I want the most out of it. Just remember to love on another and not to play with the shotgun in the house. You might break something. Keep safe and dream big!
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